Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in eviladamo's LiveJournal:

Saturday, July 31st, 2004
8:10 am	no thing ozzfest was boring. i really feel bad for the guy from lacuna coil. being hurt by his wife like that. hope things at home are ok. hope fagola is ok. hope kevin isnt becoming a fasist. had a bad dream about people turning into natizs. adam but in all honesty i know my cell was destroied so i lost everyones #. xx adam (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
7:36 am	home i really miss some factors of home. namely being able to drive over and pick up dave and chris and jr. mainly being able to see my friends. the people i care about the most. adam 2004 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 8th, 2004
9:47 pm	i am a half wit. i am ahalf wit. their is nothing left but violence in my future. the lives i think i am helping i will end up destroing. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
3:25 am	:( so sad. every beautiful woman I talk to thinks nothing of my eyes. They do not pay attention to me or look directly into my face. instead they just ignore me and cary on with out even aplogizing for ignoring me and shifting to talk to more better looking men that make me jelous. I just want to be loved and hugged :( (Comment on this)
Monday, January 26th, 2004
4:23 am	jelously some people are assholes. Most are just whack jobs looking to be sane with their own anger. I find that most jelous people are thoose that have a mean streak inside of them. When you tell someone you are doing well with your self and you tell them one thing that does not mean they can flip on you for any reason. I have a cold heart right now. I work in grewling kitchens. I with stand alot of burns, cuts and pain on my hands and arms. I have almost cut off one of my finger in a kitchen once. It was tough. But to be called a lier by someone who is an absolute person of hate is unfound. I dont understand it. Im a grown man, 23 years old going on to 24. I dont find slander a nice thing to do. I never slander anyone. EVER. It isnt in my work ethic. When someone starts clling me a lier. I am not a lier. I am a man struggling ot make something of myself. Im not a lier. When someone calles you a lier and hangs up on you practly t hurts to the enth degree. It really does hurt. When it happes in zippy situations it is fucked up. Watching this girl i have had a crush on for 4 months on make out all sloopy wiht a dude and then dissapear into the bathroom to do god knows what is obscene. I dont understand. Why are people fucking crazy. Why dont they believe me when i tell them things. I dont understand. Im in better physical shape than ever. I got fat after a car accident and its been hard to get it off. Ive accepted the role that im a big man but a lier hell no. And I will make it to the top no matter what with out peple telling me im a lier. adam (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
2:59 pm	money some may call it a bipolor relationship but others may call it money. Im stuck on the idea that Rage aginst the machene, Motley crue, guns n roses,pantera and the ill fated Threes company have in common. Their breakups were all faked for money. Instead of people watching them fade away while they loose money from touring, they break up to stir up conterversy. It makes them more money, its also sickning because I actually want to see pantera again or have a chance to see Rage. But I guess I will wait another 10 years till GNR get back togheter and hedline a summer musicfestival called the Rose Fest much like the Black sabbath ozzy reuniun we see mostly very other summer. (Comment on this)
3:37 am	evil. im not evil, i just dont look that way. as a matter of speeking i would like old employers or people who really dont know me to not judge a book by its cover. and by that i dont mean my personality i mean my bloated clowny face. adam (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 28th, 2003
3:29 pm	web servers. i feel that web servers for the most part dont like freedom of speech on their message boards by their clients. Let me tell you why. Some asshole republican christan pricks who are straight out of their 3rd year of liberal college education who are political science majors decide to make some extra money left over and open a web server with their buddies. They get clients and well give them some restrictions. Restrictions that suck. Those valuses that they have implaced will continue to go on for decades untill their evil empire has risen and so and such. Im totally sickened by that crap and if it was up to me id try and edcuate people more on assholes like that. Well I hope you are all listening. Sundays suck because mondays mean work unless its me.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 27th, 2003
6:53 pm	the poisned choclate. soemtimes i feel that their s one poisned choclate in the box of fucking wafers. I mean why me. Every god dammed time I see something good start to happen to me life has to fucking treat me like shit. Money and drugs only get you high. I feel sometimes when I walk around that my heart is actually a beating orginism inside my lifeless body. But is it warm goes it have feelings. Nope, its just a fuckign muscle that pumps blood. Its nothing really. and to anyone else its just a heart. In many cultures the heart is concidered a delicacy but here in america its nothing but something that cannot be touched with out the fence of the media. For instance just because im a normal person that holds normal jobs does that mean that im a nothing. yes. why because my name isnt ben afclit or J ass. NO ONE CARES. I dont get it why. For 23 years of my life Ive had the chance to expand my horizions and go to another city. Like New york city. but its not going to happen likeley anytime soon with out me being labeled as a tourist which honestly sickens me to a point of yellowed eyeballs. im appaled at my nature. Yes Ive concered most of Nothern and eastern Massachusetts but I dont know anything about whats to theleft of my hemisphere. Does that make me ignorant or does that make me a nothing or a nobody. I dont fucking know neither do I care. a dam (Comment on this)